Am i a bad pet owner?

You are not a owner bad pet owner because you are at least giving the effort to feed and provide for them! However if you are going to have an animal you want to socialize with them. I'd suggest that you keep them for now and if you feel that you are not able to care for them anymore you should give them away. I am sure one of your family members or something could take them and you could probably see them anyways. Just a thought